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2005-10-29T08:41:00.000-07:00

wad a day... cant believe it man... my morning sucks totally... i waited for cab fer like more than one hour but still dun wan come..argh.. at last, i resign to fate n took a bus hm.. down on luck man...
stayed hm still 7 plus..was slacking the whole day..kind of boring...
went to Clarke Quay there n ate dinner wif my relatives...kind of celebrate my dad's bd...the food was avg... the place there is damn nice... we went walk walk than saw some clubbing places, the dunno wad jump tingy..it looks nice sia...phew!! n there it goes high up into the sky..haha...

haven bought my dad's prez...argh...mus go find tmr...

bored bored bored

2005-10-27T07:31:00.000-07:00

whao... i tink i took more than one month to update agen...
okie..exams are over n i did nt up to my expectations..

ok...jus talk abt today..
my dad was invited to watch a movie Zorro or sth... yep.. b4 the movie we had a so called refreshment thing... we were invited to go to a room for some food n drinks b4 the movies starts.. it was like so cool.. the drink was kind of classy n the food were nice..the movie was jus average ba... it was raining so heavily after we came out... mi, my sis n my dad walked from cine to heeren under the rain..so fun..haha..

as for the past few days, staying at hm makes mi bored...finding chances to go out...yeah..
nth realli much...

post some other time

2005-09-17T18:33:00.000-07:00

long time nv blog le..have been very busy wif tests and work...exams are round the corner,haix...mus start studying soon le...

anyway i went for the spec course during the holis...kind of kind and new some ppl form other skools too...tis is getting bored...

today is another fun day i can say...morning went out to study wif some of my friends than evening went to my aunt's house for a "Mid-autum celebration"...we were all eating moon cakes...toking abt how time changes...there was kind of like a debate..n tt's cool...kind of drink abit of wine today...nt nice...lousy wine..haha...the moon cake today wad like damn unique..there is the normal ones, walnut ones, vegetarians ones and ++..than the "bing bi" ones gt so many favours- honeydew, chocolate, rum and rasin, green tea, lian yong, yam and many other more...nice nice...i am basically eating the whole nite...nt like last time go play lantern le...hearing the adults and some teenagers like mi debate or tok craps is fun...jokes will jus come out from no where...i still heard sth interesting today where my uncles and aunties told mi abt my mum...haha...we stayed there till abt 11 plus...

hmm...12 plus leh..need to go slp than tmr gt energy to study..blog some other time ba... :plong time nv blog le..have been very busy wif tests and work...exams are round the corner,haix...mus start studying soon le...

2005-09-05T07:56:00.000-07:00

whoohoo...the past three days was like so damn cool...

on sat, i was like going around orchard searching for presnts for 4 diff ppl... spend like over $60 or so...i also bought a handphone chain which is damn cool cum disgusting...haha...nt going to probe on tt...well... basically jus a day i spend money on prez...

on sun, i went for my uncle's bd celebration..dunnno what "da shou" ting...the food there of quite nice...and my whole family was there...it is nt easy to get the whole family with so many ppl to all come together and eat eat chat chat...kind of nice though...n the best part of t is, I AM ALLOWED TO MISS MY TUITION...lol

today is such a eventful day...mi went out with quite a no. of friends...abt 17 of them...me n lyn went to buy a cake for the four september babies..we went taka n is like we took bus 14 form dover which took quite a long time to reach orchard..we went to buy the cake n lyn went to buy prez fer them than we took a cab to great world to meet up the others...we were like rushing here n there...blah blah blah..coming to the part where we cut the cake, we have to cut the cake into ab 17 pieces so tt everyone can get there share...fun though...following up, we went to watch a movie called "The Perfect Catch"...the movie is abt love...morals exists behinds it i tink...lazy to wrote it here...here...afetr the movie we went to play bowling...i played 2 rounds,the first round was like quite steady than second round gt so low so i jus anyhow played wif philip n moses...after tt a few of us went to play pool...quite a nice game...i played for two hours or so...i was learning how to play for the first hour than kind of realli get into playing the so called "real game"...when u get the hang of this games, it will seems so fun n cool..haha...n is like some ppl play can pose like whao...lol..after playing pool we went hm...n tt's is the end of the day...haha...tiring yet a very fun day..haha

2005-08-25T08:00:00.000-07:00

wad a week...4 tests...next week still got at least 3 test...woot...sian sia

tis week is kind of crappy..my com spoilt and i have to kind of wait till my dad buy a new one..argh...

kind of kanna di xiao by lester, lynette and gang...INCLUDING BJ...they siao siao one..haha...we bisected the heart on tues..nt as interesting as i thought it would be...Mrs leong jus basically poke here poke there, dun even understand wad she doin

tmr no NCC but still gt teachers day rehearsal...so many things going on...busy sia...i passed my napha 2.4 wif a silver i tink...i jus need to few more seconds to get gold i tink..wad a waste..should have jus pushed myself harder...

handphone spoilt too...one of the key spoil..need to service it for the second time in the same month,,i tink cos i keep dropping it than keep spoiling...ma fan sia...

anyway tt's all fer now...hope to get my com asap.. :P

2005-08-20T09:40:00.000-07:00

today is like a day where i kind of rush here and there...went orchard today than went there walk walk..i walked from PS to forum and i still walked the wrong way than have to turn back..sian sia...than went to meet up my sis fer dinner...we were like buyin so much to eat than eat until so full...we went to far east to buy some stuff...when we were abt to go hm, we saw two ppl being attended by the medics...tink they kind of get into a fight or sth..y mus ppl always fight?regardless or violent ones or by jus scolding one another??

ok..now beri late le...gonna finish up my tuition hw n slp le...

2005-08-19T06:19:00.000-07:00

haix..kind of screwed up my napha in some ways... it is jus the 2.4 run that causes me nt to get a gold..tt's crap...i shouldn't have walked..urgh...but kind of thank the people who cheered fer mi yeah...u ppl jus rock n gave mi push...

today mi n other classmates were like staring at one gal who ahem bj...she seems so scared when xl went up to ask her y she stayed back, we were like all scaring where wif our eyes...but she realli seems so ahem ahem..haha..dun wan tok bad abt ppl

too tired to write anymore le...
next time write more ba ...

so long

2005-08-16T09:31:00.000-07:00

Hmm..now is abt 12.30 le...saw a old lady scolding the bus driver for not stopping the bus..haha...i don really noe what happen though but i jus dun understand y tis world mus have so much misunderstanding...ppl jus takes tings too seriously that even a small prob can be converted to one in whoch might nt be able to solve...

I tink my tis month progress report will be very bad...i kind of gt chem and physics screwed up... haix...sian sia...i kind of tink tt some way of studying is betta, at least i can realli study and not like fake fake... ok..

Faking is no good and fakers sucks totally...they act fake and everything is fake... basically they jus seems ????....haha...how did tis came out??lol...

signing off....

2005-08-13T08:35:00.000-07:00

Today is such a fun day...in the morning i went MAC to eat breakfast...tt's like abt 10 plus..than went to meet up someone to do work...than continued by a dinner...okie la..i write like that sounds boring but in reali life it is so fun cause there is very little interval in between..

Today is my grandma BD and we were like cutting the cake,blowing candles ++ than everyone took out our cameras...not exactly every single one but we all tok out our phones wif camera than took pics...this kind of shows that now camera make nt much use..haha...so cool to see tt ..kind of dirty my white shirt..darn...hope can wash out or else crapx...

Toking back abt ego, who is tt anonymous guy...i wonder...maybe rite maybe wrong...i tink ego should be placed in your mind in the right time..at times u have to give in abit... for myself, i can onli give in to a small extent besides special cases...tt's enough of ego ego n ego

tt's all for today...

2005-08-12T03:31:00.000-07:00

NAPFA today..damn tired now..here ache there ache everywhere also ache...I had one B which was Standing Board Jump which i gt 228...it need like 237 and above to get A...i was like siao arh, how to get so high..others was okie...

Interestingly..people tinks i get angry easily and tt's amazing...i dun realli get angry wif someone for more than one day and maybe not even an hour. haha...

I was wondering that why sometimes people who seems close to you but yet far while people who u dun really go notice seems close to you. tt's wierd...i was like toking about ego the whole day...Does ego really sastify yourself?I dunno but what i noe is tt u wun not do sth to kind of make myself lose too much of it...like wad chi say mei mian zi..haha....kind of sick in some sense though..haha...

okie...tt's it....to be continued...

2005-08-08T06:28:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE...although it is like the eve

Today is kind of a busy yet fun day..

I woke up at 6.30..it was like the first time in a long while i woke up tis early...went to sch to set up those concert things first but it wad raining so heavily in the morning and i thought the parade was going to be canceled.Before the parade,the rain stopped, therefore it carried on.

After the parade was the concert...i had like so many things to do...luckily nth much went wrong..still remember last year when something big went wrong and we were scolded...till now i still prefered the concert when i was sec 1 for NDP...it kind of have the joyous feeling as in many joined and paticipate in the singing or wad but tis year was like of quiet or something...haha

Following up was BIO lessons...i tink we are the only class who stayed back for lessons..haha...but it did not seems as bored as i thought..After bio i went home to change...

(Hmm..let mi make tis long and naggy)
I was kind of late than philip and moses said tt the movie we want to watch was fully booked at orchard..mi, lynette,bing jian n others were like dunno where to go...Everyone was calling each another to see how...at last, we decided to go to watch the movie(Charlie and the Chocolate Factory) at Great World...we counted wrongly and kind of bought one extra ticket...luckily cai ping and friends also wanna watch there so we could solve tis extra ticket prob...hence, a bigger problem came out...we did not noe how to distribute the seats and we were "arguing" over it...haha...shiok...??At last we gt into the cinema and we haf like around 20 persons..cool...After movie we dunno where to go...mi lyn bj xl moses albert jethro went to bowl...i too long nv bowl so kind of lost touch wif how to bowl..haha...by the time we finish playing was abt 7 plus already...

..........Home Sweet Home...........

dots...jus to add on abit more..BJ STOLE MY FOOD...tis is lame though...

2005-08-02T06:31:00.000-07:00

o yeah...at last my forth wife arrived...waited fer "her" fer like how many weeks....
but still not good with her yet...mus comunnicate wif her more..haha

haix..no time to change my blogskin, change the song like wad **** **** said...haha....u noe who is the complain king rite??lol

nth much to say...go play wif my wife le..tata

2005-08-01T03:41:00.000-07:00

Nothing went right today...

it all started when we had a so called surprise test than i had to serve detention jus becos i din't bring my Physics TYS on fri.We had to like write the whole chapter on Moments...the worse thing is tt i kind of missed dunno how many buses today...i missed one 970, than one 61, so i walked to the next bus stop than almost missed 75..had to run quite a distance...crapx...i was like panting like hell on the bus...hate bus man..haha

urgh...my phone...till now still haven come...wait till sian le...crapx...N THAN THAT CBJ STILL DUN WAN BELIEVE...haha...

Today for like no reason i spend $10. Maybe i lost money ba...i never take taxi, nv eat recess,onli lunch than bought two files on book...how can spend so much??dunno la...

some things are just funny...how can someone be so ahem...is like he/she doesn't treasure things and kind of treat them like rubbish..siao man...wan the time take..dun wan throw...only thought about themselves, selfish ppl...

lol...the previous paragraph is censored...okok...stop here...
so long

2005-07-29T21:21:00.000-07:00

Pheww.at last it is a sat..can relax abit, so many things happen...

1) Bing Jian knows my blog already... ( okie bj, here's your name)
2) I bought ordered a hp which i did not realli like, regretted sia... and the worse thing is it is already like 5 days and the phone is not here yet.
3) Failed my chi...argh...34/70...tis sucks man
4) Brought my computer to my room already..o yeah
5) NCC Day Parade..nice experience..wear NO.1 uni was like so damn cool
6) My dad bought a new camera
7) ++

There are quite a no. of events.
I am still as busy.It is like after NCC Day Parade, NDP Parade and Concert then coming up still got Teachers' Day Concert...wha...like tt die

I am broke these days...for no reason..haix...

Tmr got oral...hmm...scared will do very badly..haha...7.30...mus wake up so early..aiyo...wanna slp longer also cannot...these days my sleeping time is like after 12...no earlier...torturing
Than these days always sick...

Life now is still okie ba... my dad kind of cut down on his nagging le...now at home is very peaceful...truthfully...no quarreling...(i tink she will be very happy when she hear tis)

tink tt's all i can post right now...cya ppl

2005-07-13T02:49:00.000-07:00

haix...screwed up my presentation today...basically because i forgt what i gt to say...the principal..being the first to present...being solo...last time my presention all wun so scared but tis time, for no reason i was so nervous...NERVOUS...main factor...i keep laughin n keep lookin down...haiyo...but at least i finish my presention which is my main objective la...at least i still can remember the tings without lookin at the paper...maybe lookin wun make mi so nervous...tis presentation is a complete failure to mi but there is lesson learn...relax...if i relaxed, maybe i would do much better...good experience though...mus do betta next time...

till now i tink onli one or two people noes abt it... not who i like or wad...on other matters la...nvm la...tt person still dunno i tink...haix

2005-07-08T09:22:00.000-07:00

Practically i shouldn't have come here write de but too bo liao le...jus came back from the aesthetic night tingy...kind of nice la..no one complaint although gt some parts gt little prob...

Hmm...i jus dun understand some things...dunno la...misunderstanding...anger...blah blah...what can i do?nth...nth my brain can tink of...crapx...my fault...all my fault...i hope there is still space...spaces in between to slove the prob...nvm...i also udnno what i tokin...tis is lame...

many tests comin up tis comin week...haix...sian sia...
what i did was a mistake?
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2005-06-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

BACK...jus came back from a cruise...went there fer so many times...but i tink tis is betta than the one i took last time...it is kind of a place where i can slack like hell...nth to do walk here walk there...play arcade...watch shows or blah blah...swim...++...my dad as usual go casino leaving mi n my sis to anyhow go walk...the food there is NICE...their serving is quite big...er...me n my sis to bo liao going everywhere take pics...we took abt 215 pics altogether without counting those we deleted...we took pictures of almost everything...FOOD...PLACES....THINGS...SCENERY N OTHERS...hmm..okie la...no more to write...too tired

2005-06-13T11:40:00.000-07:00

jus breakcamp yesterday...argh...hand kanna burn than gt blister...can't believe it man...i am nt nt at home in the weekends fer like one month...cool...first week is mini expedition second week is AKE than third week camp n tis comin week nt in singapore...first three weeks all tough one...at last gt one relaxing one tis comin week...

hmm...tokin abt the camp yesterday...kind of tough...the solo night is like haha...i heard so many noises throughout the night...gt many tings breakin...ppl walking...haha...kind of nice experience though...i kind of solve one prob during the camp...but is it totally solved??er...i am gonna solve the other one soon...very...n hor...i came back see my tag i blur liaox...wad did i say???haha...okie la...yesterday i was like a pig man...ate two dumplings as in the rice ones n than went to eat steak set...jus fer lunch n yet i was still nt full...damn amazing...than eat finsh sleep till night than at night hungry so eat dinner again....eat sleep eat sleep...haha...pig sia...

my hw...ahhhh
haven even touch...die le...no time at all sia...past two weeks like so busy...hardly haf time to go out too...haix...gonna miss a primary sch class gathering cause nt in sin...haiyo...sucks man...many ppl call mi to be more cheerful...hmm...maybe i realli changed tis year...cheerful???okie...tt's my target...ke

tmr gonna haf class gathering yeah???whoohoo...time to relax before gonna cheong my work...tmr also going to pulau tekong...betta nt be tough...i am kind of sick...mus see doc again le...

i am damn crazy today...writing to much crapx...okie la...dun write le...hungry liao...mus go eat alot...hee...tata...

2005-06-08T01:03:00.000-07:00

yesterday went out eraly in the morning to do project...i did we kind of did half le ba...than went out wif other friends to ps watch cursed...than went eat swenson at one hotel than go take neoprint than go home abt 8 plus...okie...i sound so sian sian...kind of frustrated...actually very...some things are jus bothering mi...argh...

today is a damn screwed up day...I AM SICK...haix...

it is almost over when another situation comes in...wad can i do??

nevermind...

2005-06-05T08:31:00.000-07:00

whoo...went fer AKE...fun sia...the paddle is my life on the sea man...so cool...we travelled for like abt 4 to 5 hrs on the second n third day...first day slack like hell man...doin nth but some cheers...met many new friends...whoohoo...now whole body so painful sia...like lobster like tt...so red...but kind of like tis colour...soon it will be gone again...haix...AKE made mi tink tt being the first is not important...the most important ting is to cooperate with your buddy n cheer n help others too...our main goal is to complete the expedition n nt a compitition yeah?tt's all i got to write...o ya....gt a badge...AKE one...cool man...kind of like it...o yeah...haha...

tired le...gd nite

2005-05-31T05:33:00.000-07:00

argh...i haf no idea wad is happening today...most prob bad...very bad...i dunno how to say...as i say we need time...maybe my emotions are controlling too much...i feel guilty though...yesh...u ppl say it is nt my fault...but i still feel as though i am at fault...ni men do zia rang bu...i promise i will go back to normal asap...i trully hope we could go back to the time where all of us have no worries...awaiting fer tt day to come where all of us will go out together without feeling awkward or wad...we r friends...best friends...no hope to break tis friendship over a matter which i make it so complicated...FRIENDS FOREVER!!!

2005-05-30T08:59:00.001-07:00

i dun noe wad is the actual problem...i realli haf no idea...it seems as though it is jus all my fault...i admit wad i do today is wrong...very wrong..but i dun wan to feel kang ga...i can onli tink one way out...frustrated by tis prob...i haf no wish to hurt anyone...how i hope there is a way where everyone remains happy...

nvm...brain too plain...haix...next time than wrtie ba

2005-05-14T05:57:00.000-07:00

eh...bought a puzzle yesterday...kind of cool n i jus found out tt it can glow in dark...haha...nice nice

yesterday went out wif some friends...watch a show...okie la...although dun realli understand n like the ending...

today is basically a boring day ba...go out fer a while onli...but at least gt go out...haha...

nth much to write...wonder where i should go on mon...

2005-05-11T04:33:00.000-07:00

OH YEAH!!!EXAMS ARE OVER MAN...WHOOHOO...hahax
but stiil feelin stress...still can't get the stone out of my heart...arghx

haven solve the prob yet...still own someone a explaination...nvm ba...man man lia....it's so complicated man...apologies to tt person

er...tt's all i can write fer now...got to go makan...

2005-05-07T19:11:00.000-07:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY MUM!!!

so boring day...books all in front of mi...argh...k la...gtg n study le...

wishin all mums to haf a great day

2005-05-05T22:08:00.000-07:00

Exams are here...6 more papers to go n 5 more days...i am nt gonna tok abt all those crap i said in the previous posts...jus to say one ting...Trust should exist between friendship or anything...tt's all...
haix...cannot tink wad to say...freaking frustrated...one more time n its gone...

2005-04-21T07:06:00.000-07:00

i tink we all haf a big misunderstanding towards a same subject...many rumors n comments was heard...some were gd n some were bad...i realli haf no idea wad is the real ting...should i believe or nt believe...it seems i can't trust wad ppl say now...who should i trust???
i tink i haf did a few tings tt cause one part of the misunderstanding...but i cannot tink so another alternative to solve the prob...

2005-04-20T07:13:00.000-07:00

lalalalala....i am totally out of my mind today...did many tings i shouldn't do...well,it is uncontrollable yeah?haha... how can i be laughin at such a situation... i realli pity someone...truthfully,i tink he/she is very ke lian...wad causes tis??

tt's all...nth much to complian...n if i realli offended anyone in anyway...apologises...

2005-04-19T03:49:00.000-07:00

i can't believe it man...i am like writin in here fer every single day...i mus be siao man...well.today is basically a peaceful day...nt much activities beside mi seein something n doin something in which i kind of break wad i said but dun tink will affect much...maybe tis world is jus full of ppl who put on a fake front doin fake tings sayin fake tings...wad i tink is the most disappointing is nt wad i expect it to be...well,who cares...

still believe in faith...i gonna find my wings in my life...get my freedom from the complicated world of internal commotion n get my ideal life...

2005-04-18T06:55:00.000-07:00

today is the day in which i decided to let go...it will nt come to my life...it will be forgotten...

many sacrifices haf to be made in life...i am gonna make a few in tis day...i am very sure tt i am gonna try to do these asap...

it is quite a news...i had almost no idea wad is happening...maybe keeping a distance or so will help mi to let go...i do nt wan anyone to feel unhappy or wad...tis is the onli thing i can do...

i haf understand some facts tt........................(onli kept to myself)

best wishes...

2005-04-16T04:18:00.000-07:00

whoo hoo...so fun sia...today went to play in the rain...so called i mean...it was like rainin so heavily n cause we went fer a kayakin ting,than we were going home when it rain so heavily n we were like walking,running and even play wif the water...wad a day...we took like 45 mins to reach the mrt station...gonna be sick soon n my phone is spoilt i tink...nvm...who cares

hmm...day-dreaming has almost become my daily routine...wth man...hate it when i haf the feelin of being ignored or even bluffed...

who say the truth n who lies?? who is the real bad guy n good guy?

lighten up my mood...nt gonna tink abt all these..i haf already lost my real mi...the one who can stay happy...the one tt wun tink tt anyone is bad or wad...the one tt treat everyone equally...i am nt gonna care le...till i find MYSELF...

basically tt's all i got to write n fer those i said doesn't mean much...so if anyone read tis dun take it seroiusly..ty...

2005-04-15T07:29:00.000-07:00

today speech day...tirin but fun day...it was so unexpected that the parade is so short...than i went fer ava...lookin at the concert which i see fer so many times le but tis time the concert looks diff...i feel the enthu in ppl...i see joy...wad crap...haha...

i realli realise tt we can't judge a book by it's cover...some ppl are jus puttin a fake front...does everyone do tt?maybe jus due to my sensitivity ba...

very tired le...gonna slp soon...cya

2005-04-10T06:02:00.000-07:00

does my brain control my heart or does my heart control my brain???my heart says i should nt let go but my brain says it is my moral,i should jus let go...WAD AM I SUPPOSE TO DO??
I FEEL TT I AM NT MI...I FEEL DIFF...WHERE'S THE REAL MI???

Let go or nt let go??? keep or give???stay or continue???believe or nt believe??

maybe wad some ppl say is jus right....

who can show mi the way...the way tt everyone will be happy...is it possible???
i tink wadeva i do now will make everyone happy but am i???

so many ques jus flash into my brains???
WAD SHOULD I DO???

HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!HELP!!!

2005-04-09T06:11:00.000-07:00

wad an ideal day today...i was like feelin the freedom i desire...it is nt tt i haf learn to let go but i learn wad is enjoy...but i tink mon will go back to my bad mood...nth much happen today physically but mentally i feel diff...

TODAY'S MY DAY!!!IT IS THE DAY I WISH FER!!! MY FREEDOM!!! MY LIFE!!! TT'S WAD I CALL MY WINGX!!!

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2005-04-08T07:14:00.000-07:00

Today is a long day...went fer cross country in the morning...well,while runnin,i was tinkin if i should jus gif up or forget...i dun wan to continue tis...maybe we are jus dun haf the destiny to ...nth happen at all n it will nt...i haf decided to let go,maybe everyone will feel gd than...tis does nt concern anyone..it's my own decision to let go so no one should feel bad...it my prob,nt others...

friends are impt to mi,very...more than anything else...i can assure tt i wun zhong ce cing you...some friends to mi are very impt while others are jus normal ones...i am nt bias,fer a specific person,i did nt mean to do somethings but there is a reason behind it...

the thought of forgettin n let go is nt as easy as i tink but i will do it...tt's fer sure...i gonna forget her asap n remain in my carefree life...i wan life wif fun n happiness...i will forgo somethings to get my ideal life but of course wadeva i do mus be gd n nt bad...

tink i wrote enough fer today...

2005-04-05T03:31:00.000-07:00

my mood is gettin worser each day...maybe tis shouldn't haf start...it is jus too tirin fer mi to tink so much tt i couldn't concentrate wif my studies...if i can get over wif tis,i will...i do nt wanna tell ppl abt tis becos there is a reason in which i tink will cause rumors of mi...nt becos of ppl sayin i like who or wad but another one...i hope everything to end as it is...God Bless...

~~~sorry to ppl i haf offended in any way~~~

2005-04-03T04:03:00.000-07:00

y did i set up tis blog ting???hmm...haha...today is jus another borin day...

tinkin of her???okok...stop tinkin or gonna die...as usual,ppl still askin mi the same ques...i wun say i wun say i wun say...haha

no mood to write anything le...tata

2005-04-02T06:27:00.000-08:00

wad a day...questions has been ask again by nt onli one person...n same conclusion by ppl on who i like...well ppl...jus stop guessin cause i wun say...N DEB...dun guess until like tt la...it is nt obvious...

love is a something which needs much tinkin...do i noe wad realli is tt????tt's a big ques...

2005-04-01T05:44:00.000-08:00

i am back in action!!!very long nv come here...well,i have been very busy these days...every single week has tests...STRESSFUL SIA
many tings happen these days...i tink i am changing...but dunno in wad way...

many many ppl has been askin who i like...do i noe???tt's a big question in mi...i realli haf no idea too...maybe...

tings at home is also diff by alot...but fer mi,i tink it is betta as can study betta ba...realli hope can get very good results n nt let my mum down...

today is like so cool...watch three shows wif three diff endings....but all is happy one...will there be any wif sad ones????

tinks tt's all i got to write fer now...cya

2005-01-26T06:15:00.000-08:00

Today is the day..nv go see her cause gt school...been quite angry wif myself yesterday as i failed my geography...KILL MI!!!Hmm...tings are gettin more stable these days...been shoppin in the past few weekends...Haven buy finish my chinese new year clothes....haix...can't wait fer Chinese New Year when ang pao comes in...whoohoo...Now i am broke...so need some money...tt's it...

2005-01-20T01:56:00.000-08:00

Finish 3 test today n 6 test tis week...so tirin...had painted my room blue...okie la...nt bad...hmm...nth else to write...cannot tink...hee

2005-01-13T23:56:00.000-08:00

Got to make tis a quick one...well,yesterday gt campfire...though gt some like problems,but it wad kinda fun...Later got to go back school to sell "cca"...dun care much abt tt though...been veri broke tis days...got to save up le...i tink tt's all i can rite...gtg or will be late le

2005-01-11T01:06:00.000-08:00

AT LAST!!!Been busy these days wif hw...every single day gt hw n is nt like very little...haix...n becos of the 5 day week ting...cca also change to weekdays which makes my life more busy in the weekdays...Gonna repaint my whole house n i tink maybe change every doors...I still dunno wad colour should i paint,eh i tink blue...nice colour...Been very tired these days than cause no more maid still gt to do housework...i didn't do much though...tink tt's all i got to write...bb ppl

2005-01-07T04:43:00.000-08:00

Eh...So tiring today,gt ncc...n well,as usual there is math hw...I feel like going fer the beijing trip but my dad haven realli decide to let mi go anot...My great-grandmother got out of hospital le...Hope she can live till 100+...Hee

2005-01-06T02:40:00.000-08:00

So long nv blog le...school had reopen already...LOTS OF WORK...well, the teachers nt bad la...gettin to noe more n more ppl...cool...

2 more days...feelin different each day...

gtg...bb

2004-12-30T06:21:00.000-08:00

today went out...quite a fun day...went out wif edmund jian ling joey n alvin,went bowling n played arcade...Spend alot of money sia...i AM BROKE...well,tmr is new year's eve le...going back school soon...gonna haf new classmates...cool...Hope can get along well wif them...hee...

2004-12-27T06:46:00.000-08:00

oh gosh...Janice noes my secret..Haha...Bad news...Jokin...Well,today is a plain boring day,jus went out to eat my lunch than cut hair than go home le...Nth much...

2004-12-25T06:52:00.000-08:00

Okie...here goes...Gosh,my leg so pain...woke up at 7.30 today...met my relatives tha we went hiking...So called la...We went to see the new tree-top bridge...We took one hour to reach there through walking...Going up n down is tiring...Than the bridge is jus like a short distance...Mi n my cousins were like complaining to the adults tt they bluff ask abt how nice was the bridge...Well,nice exercise though...

The worse part is when we got to turn back to our starting point...I forgot to bring a water bottle n was like so thirsty...Lucky my cousins gt bring...Overall,we walked abt 10 km in 4 hrs...tt's slow la...but is very tiring...

We went to eat lunch le than we all go home le...I sleep abt 1 hr when DEBORAH woke mi up by callin my phone...Make mi so tired...Haha....

Now leg pain sia...Haix...Cya ppl...Go eat dinner le

2004-12-24T09:14:00.000-08:00

Hmm...now is 1.15am...so is counted as christmas day le...Yeah!Wishin ppl out there MERRY CHRISTMAS!!!HoHoHo!!!

Well...today went out wif pei shan,daniel,mellissa n jac...Ice-skating sia...Nice...We skate fer 2 hrs than go le...I fell once than tt gal keep sayin sorry...Haix...Than we go arcade play play...KFC...

We went all the way to orchard after eating...Quite alot of ppl there so mus squeeze...Lolx...We took neoprint...After tt i went to my grandma house fer a countdown...It was so fun...But cause nt many ppl does tis nowadays...I tink we disturbed some of the neighbours...Hee...Eat alot today...later grow fat fat than die le...I lost janice in out "bet"...so means i owe her a dare...Wo ren shu le...Dunno wad is she going to do...

Going to go walk walk wif my cousins in a few hrs time...mus go slp le...if nt "later'' cannot wake up...BYE...

2004-12-23T02:04:00.000-08:00

Hmm...went swimming today...but like gonna rain than i go...AHHHHHH!!!no sun,cannot sun-tan...haix...lolx!Tok alot on phone today...ear pain sia;tmr christmas eve le,means can get present soon...yeah...i haven wrap the present...die le...k la...gtg...BYE

Thinkin

2004-12-21T21:39:00.000-08:00

hi ppl...

tinkin back,one year ago at tis moment, i was at a place in which no one could understand my feelings...did i really care at tt time?i haf no idea...After something happened...i felt tt she was the one who love mi most...time flies...now...it is almost one year...

oops...something too emotional...k...well,tis is my first time i am writin in a blog...k...ppl,feel free to give seom comments on it...now is very lan la...but will improve on it...

write some other times...gtg...tada